Feel down and gloomy don’t know if its because of my thoughts about him being weird and sneaky with his phone or because if I miss her sweet little smile? I’m trying not to think about what he did but then when I don’t I think about her! It sucks that today is her birthday and I wasn’t there to be with her I wish her the best on her 6th birthday. I know she is doing well up there and that she is looking down in me and my family missing us as well.







