Feel down and gloomy don’t know if its because of my thoughts about him being weird and sneaky with his phone or because if I miss her sweet little smile? I’m trying not to think about what he did but then when I don’t I think about her! It sucks that today is her birthday and I wasn’t there to be with her I wish her the best on her 6th birthday. I know she is doing well up there and that she is looking down in me and my family missing us as well.
In that mood where your super bummed out and you don’t know how to stop thinking about it because your alone with your own thoughts and you are having a war with them!!! Ahhhh all I want is to be with you!! :0 sooo RADA RADA RADA to you too merp :(